#thankyou to those who have made me cry

[sam-the-friendly-ghost]

Welcome to Sam's Chats with the Void

I will tag these posts so they can be blocked, but I hope you stick around, and read them. These will just be me rambling about something I've thought about.

I like making people cry. Not because I've hurt them, or anything, but because I've touched their heart.

I like to create, but also perform, although performing is practically another medium for me to create stuff with. I sing, and sometimes somebody will come to me wiping tears from their eyes that I made them cry.

Sometimes they cry because they are proud of what I've accomplished, or because of the song. One thing is always the same though, and it's the fact I couldn't have made them cry if I had done poorly.

I gave someone a gift one day, without much reason. Apparently it was important to them because they cried, and told me thankyou for simply thinking of them. The 2 dollar box of candy meant more to them then I could've ever known before hand. They weren't going through anything, and I wasn't particularly close with them, but my doing something so small for them that day made them cry.

I gave my mom a binder filled with pieces of my writing. She cried when she recieved it because it was a way for me to support her. I'll keep the explanation short for the sake of keeping this on topic, but she was going for her first round of chemotherapy. I give her the binder on the day of every chemo appointment, and it lets her know I'm okay, and thinking of her. It's why I haven't updated 'the story of future boy'. I'm focused on giving her content she enjoys over writing fanfiction. She is one of the few people who know I write fanfiction though, so I've been making sure I still write some so I can tell her about how others have been able to read my stuff too. We smile together at the small news of me getting an email saying I've gotten kudos. She cried happy tears when I hand her the binder filled with my original works.

I smile and jokingly pretend to be angry when something makes me cry. It isn't hard to make me cry (horror movies have a 100% success rate at making me cry if panic attacks count), but it's still a show of skill. The end of rise where Raph cries made me cry, but because I've felt that way. They managed to write a character so well, I related to them, and cried. I cried at the end of the movie, and sobbed harder when Donnie cried.

It isn't hard to make me cry, especially when it's a character doing so. My therapist very quickly let me know I have high empathy, like such high empathy I pick up on other people's fears, and phobias if I don't shut down my emotions. This means when I consume media I have to shut down my emotions somewhat to make sure I don't pick up on those fears. I can't become scared of the dark because a cartoon character was. This is why, although it isn't hard to make me cry, I'm always so impressed when something does. I'm so skilled at disconnecting myself from the media I consume the character have to be so well written to trigger the small bits of emotions I let connect into making me cry.

I love the way Raph builds up until he cannot cope anymore without crying. I love the way Donnie's body starts crying before he can even process what happened. The experiences of emotions was handled so well I cried despite trying not to.

I have a plan to make my singing teacher cry. I am about to have potentially one of the last performances of my life. Im going to sing the first song I've ever performed. If I do it right she will be crying. If I do great some of the people who watched me perform that first time will cry. If I do amazing my friends might cry. If I do exceptionally both my parents will cry. If I do perfectly I'll greet them after with tears of my own.

My goal is to touch people's emotions, and since hardly anyone can fake cry well, I know how well I did based on the tears I find in the audience.

I like making people cry.

[samara444]

dont let all your pain go to waste

our life is not set in stone, it has been hard till now, so so so fucking hard. it doesnt have to be hard from now on. you have spent years crying, wishing, waiting, wanting, losing. but you do have a choice, by changing your assumptions, your beliefs, our feelings, you really can switch to having, loving, smiling, laughing, living.

it is possible for you IF YOU BELIEVE it is possible for you. dont let your bruised knees, and swollen wet eyes go to waste. dont let the years of crying, wanting, feeling lack, years when you tried so hard, when you persisted and never gave up....dont let those years go to waste.

your future self will be so fucking proud that you never gave up. that you never lost hope. im literally crying while writing this, but every time things that get hard, i am just reminded of little me who had so many hopes and dreams and how its my duty to fulfill her dreams.

how i cannot let the pain of little teenage me who persisted everyday, despite the worst circumstances. who affirmed, who forced herself to believe, who tried her best at that time, i cant let her pain go to waste. I WONT.

im sure most of us have spent a long time in our misery. but it DOES NOT HAVE TO BE THAT WAY. we have changed. as long as we dont give up. as long as you dont give up. all those hours, all those tears will be worth it.

and one day we are going to open our eyes, to our dream life, that little us would be so proud of, and you will be so proud that day, that no matter what happened, you persisted. you didnt give in to the 3d. the 3d is just a mirror that has NO WILL OF ITS OWN. it hasss to conform.

so keep going. you are doing great honey. you already are there. the day when you get to be happy, has finally come now. relax. breathe in. hold. breathe out. everything is going to be okay. and we have made it. and everything worked out just the way it was supposed to.

we did it. no more pain. no more regrets. just happiness and light. love and sunshine. laughter and love. now YOU can thank your past self and tell her - thankyou baby for always believing <3

-love, sam :')

[equallyshaw]

european travels | Connor Bedard x k hughes au!

↳ part of connor bedard x kailey hughes au!

@kailey.hughes: thankyou to the one's who made this trip financially possible -- wouldn't be anywhere with out yall 🫶🏻

tags: connorbedard, _quinnhughes,jackhuhges & Hughes_06

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@/lhughes_06: you are very welcome

↳ @/jackhughes: like youre the one shelling out

↳ @/_quinnhughes: wait! k told me neither one of yall were contributing..

↳ @/connorbedard: she bamboozled you guys so badly...

↳ @/lhughes_06: like you didnt know bedard

↳ @/connorbedard: found out a week before lmao

@/trevorzegras: glad to see youre milking them for everything they're worth

↳ @kailey.hughes: learned from the best 🫡

@/kent.johnson: youre making con con blush with those two pics

↳ @kailey.hughes: what can i say? hes a model

@/masonmctavish: Connor for vogue - next!

@/connorbedard: artsy gal

↳ @kailey.hughes: 😚

@madisenbedard: omg the fomo is real rn😭

↳ @kailey.hughes: next time !

↳ @/edwards.73: I want to experience a hughes euro trip

↳ @kailey.hughes: come get ur stray dog @/lhughes_06

@/alexturcotte_: where was my invite? 🥺

↳ @kailey.hughes: @/jackhughes EXPLAIN

↳ @/jackhughes: what can I say? lost in the mail.

@/nicohischier: you came all the way to europe and didn't even visit? how rude.

↳ @kailey.hughes: how rude of @/jackhughes for not putting it on the itinerary when we booked our trip

↳ @/nicohischier: oh yeah, first practice back is gonna be loads of fun

↳ @/jackhughes: LOOK WHAT YOUVE DONE K

↳ liked by @kailey.hughes

@/connorbedard: kailey hughes fanpage, but whats new?

tag: kailey.hughes

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@kailey.hughes: ilu

↳ @/connorbedard: ilu more

↳ @kailey.hughes: not possible 🫶🏻

↳ @/adamfantilli: accept the defeat bedard

↳ @kailey.hughes: no fr

@/kent.johnson: I wish he traveled the world with me ):

↳ @kailey.hughes: didnt y'all play for team canada together? its my turn

↳ @/lhughes_06: yeah kj its our turn

↳ @kailey.hughes: BYE

↳ @/kent.johnson: BYE LITTLE HUGHES

↳ @/connorbedard: take this to the gc pls

↳ @kailey.hughes: which one??

↳ @/masonmctavish: theres multiple ?!?!

↳ @kailey.hughes: unfortunately I was added to a 'bc only' chat🙄

@/jackhughes: dont like the hand placement

↳ @/_quinnhughes: i dont like it either

↳ @kailey.hughes: omg the drama queens have arrived

@elblue6: so grateful to have you join us this trip, its great to have you apart of the family again🤍

↳ @/connorbedard: thankyou mama el! appreciate you and jim so much

↳ @kailey.hughes: im gonna cry mama

@/madisenbedard: looking like a goddess always

↳ liked by @/connorbedard.

↳ @kailey.hughes: stop thats you

↳ @madisenbedard: I wish gf

@/elblue6: italy-london trip was a success!

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@/jackhughes: we know who's the fav child

↳ @/lhughes_06: and it isn't even a hughes

↳ @/_quinnhughes: nope its a bedard

↳ @kailey.hughes: then its me !

↳ @/lhughes_06: whatever you say!

@/connorbedard: thankyou for having me this trip, had an amazing time!

↳ @/elblue6: you are most welcome! now we just need @melaniebedard and @/madisenbedard to join us next time

↳ @/madisenbedard: I agree!!

↳ @melaniebedard: just tell me where and when and ill be there

↳ @/elblue6 has liked this comment

@/kimberlybrisson: looks like you had a lot of fun! PLUS all four kiddos were reunited 🥺

↳ @/elblue6: the best part 🤍

@/lhughes_06: cant believe connor got a single photo and we didn't

↳ @/jackhughes: no fr, im still salty

@/chantaltkachuk: awe we need to get the 7 of them back together!

↳ @/elblue6: we do!

@/melaniebedard: how about a vancouver trip??

↳ @/elblue6: dont have to tell me twice!

[crybabylipstick]

@littlebodybigheart: After two intense months, the first crybaby tour is officially done. A big thank you to the beautiful bbies who attended each show. I really love you guys and I'm so thankful for your support and luv 💘

Thank you to @handsomestghost for opening this tour. I had so much fun hanging with you guys and getting to know each of you. Thank you for blessing our ears with your sweet music every night. 👼🏼👼🏻👼🏽 Thank you to my talented angel bby @itsstellarose for working your *ss off to make these outfits. I love you and your brain and I'm so excited for all the sick sh*t were gonna do together. 💫🍧🍥🌟 the biggest thank you to my tour family

Rexthetriangle @milesnasta @connorjsully 💕

Thank you boys for putting up with my sh*t and for killing it every single time. It's been a hard two months, but it definitely has made us a stronger family. We all had our moments and I definitely had more than usual... But I can't imagine doing what we just did with anyone else. I love you boys with all my heart and I can't wait to continue this journey with you guys. Huge thankyou as well to @michaelkeenan @maddiecarina & @aliencandies For coming on the road and making me feel so filled with love. It was definitely really rough times for me. I'm really thankful for all of your laughs and hugs when I was feeling alone, and when I spend those nights crying hysterically in the bathroom. It feels really good to have people in your life who you'd do anything for and you know would do the same for you. When things got dark you guys were my night light. Thank you so much. 💕💌💌💌💌💌

Melanie via Instagram

[valar-did-me-wrong]

Sauron will get Adar's sword and Morgoth's crown, but Galadriel already has Nenya on when she attacks Sauron (shown in bts segment), so... maybe an injured Adar will give the ring back to Galadriel who will choose... to heal him, guided by Nenya?

Maybe Adar will wear the ring as a necklace, hidden, like Elrond did... which could explain why Sauron doesn't get it...

Galadriel saw Adar cry, it has to mean something. Maybe she sees how Nenya can heal even a corrupted Elf, which could give her more courage to face Sauron if she wears Nenya? 🥺

Thankyou for this ask!!

(Interestingly I was gonna post about Adar's fate today anyway after just now learning something about JD & Patrick that has made me believe Adar might actually live this season after all so I'll add that theory of mine to this answer too!)

But 1st, I had not noticed Adar's sword in Sauron's hand so omgggggg this is hugeeee!! And to add Galadriel with Nenya in this scenario, it can mean so many things!!

Adar can give her the ring on his own after loosing the crown & his sword to sauron

She could take those off him in a separate clash right before her & Sauron's meeting

Sauron can take it from him when he takes his sword and crown then give it to Galadriel as a manipulation move

In almost all cases, it seems Adar's in for a loosing battle & boy am I worried AF for our daddy & his identity crisis!!

But I just cannot give up hope of Adar living you know.. it's some sort of disease I seem to have in regards to this character!

Because to me, you are SO right mentioning that scene of Galadriel witnessing the Uruk funeral! It HAS to mean something!!

So so many Adar scenes this season seem purposefully added! Like the parallels between him & Galadriel mourning the dead, the parallels of sowing seeds, the Arondir-Adar conflict (which seems unfinished tbh) & the whole play on Light & Dark.

One can say all this was to make his death impactful (add Nenya induced healing here too if you are a believer), which would have been fair had they not kept on adding more & more layers of mystery to his onion-ass identity too!

Twice they make him name drop silm characters in E7 alone; each of those name's rights must have cost THOUSANDS of dollars! So all this building up of mystery; one might rationally assume, must resolve before his death right?! Either this season or in season 3..

Which brings me to my theory on why he might somehow survive to season 3:

I found out today that JD & Patrick are mentees of the Hollywood 'Mystery Box' dude (about which I've heard many angry ramblings but as I've never seen the guy's work myself I can't choose a side)

This is important to my delulu ass rn because the whole 1st season of ROP had the Mystery Box of "Who is Sauron" with the little box of "Who is the stranger".

Now in 2nd season the Mystery Box has been "Who is Stranger" carrying forward from season 1, & the little box is what they have successfully manufactured in these later episodes, the mystery of "Who is Adar".

I believe they will open the stranger's identity mystery box in E8 & will carry forward the tantalizing box of Adar's identity for season 3 to be the main Mystery Box!

(I'm not counting Dark wizard's mysterious identity here as an option rn because they haven't built it or him up as much, maybe it'll be season 3's little box?!)

So wether Galadriel saves Adar on screen or not, whether Adar heals with Nenya or not, Adar still might live!! There are so so so many interesting things they have done with him, it just doesn't make sense to me to waste all that potential in a death rather than use it to maintain hype for the next season!

So in my delulu mind Adar might loose to sauron his sword, Morgoth's crown, Nenya, his children & even his Uruk-ness but he isn't dying just yet!

I hope my ramblings made any sense 🙉🙊

[starslingg]

★ RED DEAD REDEMPTION headcannons — ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

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“ what would their favourite songs / music artists be ? “

FEATURED CHARACTERS :

1 . arthur morgan. ⭒

2. dutch van der linde. ⭒

3. javier escuella. ⭒

4. john marston. ⭒

5. sadie adler. ⭒

6. mary-beth gaskill. ⭒

WARNINGS:

• minor rdr2 spoilers !

1. ARTHUR MORGAN !

i have a feeling arthur would barely listen to music but if he did, he’d listen while riding his horse. (if he could.)

• songs :

the man who sold the world — nirvana.

rock me amadeus — falco.

⭒ i don’t know why, i could just see him as someone who enjoys those songs or even also enjoys nirvana?

• artist :

nirvana.

⭒ like i said, i feel like he’d really enjoy nirvana, not just the viral songs but some of their less-known songs too.

⭒ he would definitely barely like the songs of theirs that have screaming in them but still like them.

2. DUTCH VAN DER LINDE !

he’s just not a fan of ‘music’ at all so listens to classical music, specifically only léo delibes on repeat. (probably the reason he went crazy.)

• song :

lakmé / act 1: “viens, mallika, dôme épais” — léo delibes.

⭒ do i even need to explain? he plays this song at camp EVERY. DAY. of his life — his spotify wrapped goes crazy.

• artist :

léo delibes.

⭒ since he only listens to the same song over and over, its only right that his favourite artist is the person who made the song.

3. JAVIER ESCUELLA !

he’d probably only listen to music for inspiration on what to learn on his guitar next.

• song :

cautela — josé vicentes.

piel canela — eydie gormé, los panchos.

⭒ definitely only listens to spanish songs, if he’s caught listening to english songs its probably with other gang members.

• artist :

eydie gormé.

⭒ explanation needed? no. he would love her songs, she makes beautiful songs.

4. JOHN MARSTON !

definitely listens to old music (70s, 80s) and jack calls him old.

• song :

comfortably numb — pink floyd.

head over heels — tears for fears.

⭒ i just know he’d levitate at the guitar solo on comfortably numb, EVERY. TIME.

• artists :

pink floyd.

the smiths.

⭒ would listen to about two songs by them and would die for the songs.

5. SADIE ADLER !

she cries to music like a depressed teenager, thinking of her husband every time.

• songs :

black beauty — lana del rey.

art deco — lana del rey.

⭒ cries to black beauty while thinking of her husband and then dances to art deco after.

• artist :

lana del rey.

⭒ she is a DIE HARD lana fan, i don’t care.

6. MARY-BETH GASKILL !

definitely one of those people that quite literally listens to everything.

• songs :

juna — clairo.

pretty boy — TV girl.

⭒ listens on repeat while smoking or drinking, on the floor.

⭒ if she gets too drunk she’ll probably cry to them.

• artists :

mitski.

lana del rey.

⭒ balls to them, while sober, of course.

⭒ definitely finds comfort in mitski.

!! REQUESTS ARE OPEN, I WILL DO ANY REQUESTS :)

thankyou for reading<3

[mj-iza-writer]

Warning- swear words, hair shaving.

"Okay, Whumpee, are you ready?", Whumper sighed and plugged in their razor.

Whumpee sobbed as they shook their head no.

"Geesh, don't make me feel worse than I already do", Whumper sighed, "I don't want to shave your head either, I really like your hair."

Whumper turned on the razor.

Whumpee turned fast, making Whumper stop.

"There has to be another way to fix this without shaving it... please", Whumpee sobbed.

"Whumpee, they rubbed the hair removal chemical into your scalp. It's coming out in clumps, and your scalp is burned from the chemical", Whumper looked down at them, "I have to treat the burns on your scalp, plus your remaining hair is singed. It's best to restart it so new hair will grow and be healthy."

Whumpee shook as they tried to hold back tears.

"I'm sorry Whumpee, I promise you that is the last time I allow anyone to watch you while I'm out of town", Whumper sighed, "I told them not to touch you, just let you go about chores and make sure you were alive. Have the guards help if you need a punishment."

Whumpee sat back down on the floor in between Whumper's legs.

"Okay", Whumpee sighed, "get it over with please."

Whumper turned on the razor and rested it on Whumpee's head for a second so they could feel it. They then started to shave the damaged hair away.

Whumpee squeezed their eyes shut as their hair fell all around them.

Whumper felt their anger rise with every glide they made with the tool.

'They will fucken pay for damaging my slave', Whumper thought to themself.

"Okay we're done", Whumper exhaled with annoyance, "let's go to the bathroom and clean you up in the tub, then I'll put some ointment on those burns."

Whumpee leaned over the tub and let Whumper spray over their head and shoulders. Once done, Whumper gently patted Whumpee's scalp dry.

"Go ahead and sit on my bed, I'll be in to take care of you", Whumper sprayed the tub over to get rid of the loose hair.

Whumpee groaned as they climbed onto the bed and waited. They glanced at a mirror that sat across from the bed. They felt like it was mocking them.

They quickly got up and went out into the hall.

Whumper walked up, "my bed isn't out here."

"I-I can't look in the mir-mirror, I don't want to se-see it", Whumpee struggled to explain, they wanted to cry and scream so badly.

Whumper sighed, "okay. Okay, go ahead and go to the dining room. I'll grab the stuff and be down."

"I'm sorry", Whumpee whispered.

"It's okay, I know your hair was important to you and this was a lot", Whumper comforted, "I am not happy that this happened to you."

"Thankyou", Whumpee whispered before heading to the dining room.

Whumper came down after a few minutes carrying a few things.

"Alright let's see", Whumper set everything down and started to look over Whumpee's scalp.

"Not as bad as I thought", Whumper sighed in relief, "it looks like just one bad burn, it looked like it was bigger when I first saw it so that is a relief."

"What is that stuff used for master?", Whumpee asked while Whumper gently applied an ointment, "what did they use on me?"

"It's a hair remover, people use it to remove unwanted hair from their bodies, like on their arms and legs. If not careful and if not used properly the chemicals can burn your skin", Whumper looked over the burns again, "it shouldn't be used on sensitive areas such as the scalp because the skin is sensitive."

Whumpee listened intently.

"It also shouldn't be left on for an extended amount of time because of chemical burns. Also why it shouldn't be used on the scalp as it's hard to clean out."

Whumper added a little more ointment before reaching for gauze, "does your head feel okay? Doe anything sting?"

"It feels okay Master, the burn doesn't hurt as much right now", Whumpee finally looked up at Whumper, "thankyou Master for helping your slave."

"You're welcome, and don't worry. The person who did this will pay dearly", Whumper frowned, "okay, I'm going to wrap your head in gauze so the ointment will stay on. You get the rest of today off. It's the least I could do since this happened."

"Really Master, you mean it", Whumpee seemed to be lightening up a bit. Whumper smiled.

"Yes of course", Whumper concentratedon applying the gauze, "you deserve it after all of this, and don't worry, your hair will grow back in no time."

When their head was finally wrapped in the gauze Whumpee turned and gave a small grin to Whumper.

"I'm glad to see you smiling again", Whumper grinned.

"Thankyou Master for taking care of me, I didn't deserve your gentle care", Whumpee beamed.

"You're welcome. Now go enjoy some rest time. I have something to attend to", Whumper smiled, "I have something special planned for dinner as well."

"Really", Whumpee squirmed excitedly.

"Yes, now run along. Please, try not to itch your head", Whumper smiled as they watched Whumpee wander off.

Whumper quickly walked to a hidden door. They slammed and locked it behind them. No need to chance Whumpee coming down their.

They could hear the muffled cries halfway down the steps.

"Hello bastard, are you ready for your punishment", Whumper sauntered over to a tool bench paying little mind to their prisoner.

Chains clancked together as whining became louder and more desperate.

Whumper finally turned to the person.

"I considered you a friend and trusted my prized possession to your care. I told you not to touch them. Make sure they're alive and taken care of, and that they do their chores. If they act up, have the guards deal with Whumpee. Or write it down, and I'd deal with it upon my return."

Whumper crouched down in front of the prisoner and frowned.

The person yelled into the gag they had tightly stuffed in their mouth.

"Shh", Whumper held their pointer finger over their mouth, "you don't get to talk, I'm talking", Whumper whispered threateningly, "I'm about to show you why you don't fuck with me, but this lesson will be short lived as you are about to die."

The person looked at Whumper with a terrified expression before pulling at their chains.

"I'm not one to play with, I'm quite dangerous, the police should have told you more before you took this assignment", Whumper stood and walked back to the tool bench, "I appreciate you giving me a heads up about the police planning a raid, my guards are well prepared to welcome them."

"You know there was a period of time Whumpee had to deal with my bad side, they were terrified of me", Whumper grinned, "but they finally gave in to me and my will. Now they are happy and taken care of. I take care of my people, you know", Whumper began mixing something.

They stepped over and pulled the gag from the person's mouth.

"Any last things to say before I put this science experiment on your head", Whumper held up the mixture.

"Please, I want to be your friend, the police were monitoring you through me", the person stuttered as they eyed the chemical, "please don't put that on my head, please."

"Hmm thanks for letting me know about the police, I'll be sure to let them know you said goodbye", Whumper grinned, "that doesn't explain why you did that to Whumpee."

"Th-they heard me talking to the police, they were about to call a guard into the house", the person stated then gulped.

Whumper frowned, and started to dump the mixture on the person's head.

They screamed as the mixture slid over their head and face.

It burnt. Their skin felt as though it was melting.

A guard stepped in a few minutes later.

"Oh good", Whumper smiled, "go ahead and take them out of their misery. Finalize that the home and guards are ready for a police raid, I'm sure they'll be here soon when they don't hear from this person. I'm going to find Whumpee."

The guard nodded and went to work.

Whumper was met by two guards at the entrance.

"We heard about the police, everything is secured. You should have no issues", one of them stated, "the bunker is prepared in case you need it though."

"Thankyou", Whumper frowned, "such a pain all of this."

They caught sight of Whumpee peaking around the corner.

"Come here", Whumper sighed.

Whumpee cowarded away from the guard's glare as they made their way to Whumper.

They bowed to Whumper, "I'm sorry Master."

"What are you doing sneaking around?", Whumper frowned.

"I-I'm sorry, I wasn't Master", Whumpee shakily stated.

"Explain", one of the guards stated impatiently.

Whumpee shook as they looked at Whumper, "I know you let me have today off, but I was afraid you wouldn't have your tea. So I made you some, I was trying to find you when I heard you talking. I didn't want to disturb you, so I was waiting."

Whumper relaxed their face to a smile and looked at their watch, "ah yes it is time for tea. I believe the guards here know what needs to be done. Let's go to my office."

Whumper nodded to the guards as they walked pass, "you know what to do", Whumper whispered.

Whumpee quietly walked beside Whumper as they walked to the office.

"Are you feeling okay Whumpee?", Whumper saw them wipe a tear.

"Ye-yes sir, I apologize for my emotions", Whumpee hurried to straighten up, "I didn't know I was interrupting you. I should have listened to what you had said about resting. I'm sorry."

"You're not in trouble I appreciate you thinking about me", Whumper smiled, "don't worry about what is going on around us, let's enjoy some tea together."

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[elvispresleywife]

Guys Ive just been doing some late night loving and reminiscing and just general thinking about Elvis and I realised something that sums up how I feel about Elvis....kind of....and I will put it in quotes because I'm pretty proud "When I started off as an Elvis fan...I was a fan of the entertainer. The performer....then as I delve deeper....I became a fan of the man. The human being. The imperfect yet somehow perfect creation that was Elvis Presley." I started out ages ago when I was younger listening to his music, marveling at his jumpsuits and his songs, and the way he performed on stage. But as I got older....I got more invested....I wanted to know who this man was...what was it that made him so special to me? Why did I feel such an intense and strong connection to someone I've never met? So I began reading books and quotes, down to general scribbles of love notes from him to his girlfriend's or a poem about crushing a bird's skull 😭. I'd watch hours and hours of footage of him....anything I could find. Concerts, interviews, silent videos, photos, anything. I found a love for the man. The raw emotional side of the person who longed for happiness. A purpose. The man who grieved the deaths of people he never knew and problems that society faced. The man whose kindness and generosity outreaches to those beyond prestige and wealth. Beyond those who would be considered his "equals". The man who would laugh one minute and cry the next. The man who felt so deeply he carried the weight of the world on his shoulders everyday both on and off that stage. I fell for the humble, kind, shy, sweet, jealous, sometimes manipulative, but overall incredibly imperfect perfect man with the temper of a raging bull and the tenderness of a kitten. This man has and always will have a profound impact and leave a positively detrimental mark on my life. Not just his incredible music that I listen to everyday but his humanity and charisma and the fact that he was unapologetically himself and if you didn't like it you could leave. I couldn't't imagine a life without him. And to be frank I don't want to. I love this man with all my heart. I can't describe in words how deep my love goes for this man. It's an eternal and special love only me and he will understand. I don't care if this sounds odd or weird. I just had to get it off my chest. I just love him so much my heart aches. I laugh with him and cry for him. This man has changed my world for the better. I look at life through a different lens. And I wouldn't change it for anything.

Sorry for rambling but this is how I feel.

(To Elvis) I love you so much baby. Can't wait to meet you. Thankyou for always being there for me through your music, your movies, your interviews....and just thankyou for being there. I've felt you with me many times and I am so grateful for it. Love you so much.

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[the-tarot-witch22]

First of all a big thankyou to you for always cheering me up and making me feel confident within my work, I'm so happy to know that you liked them. And yes it is actually funny because I do get some vibes of you two having same religion/culture yet I was also receiving something about European country/london especially so I was like is it a foreigner? But same culture hmm. But anything is possible so whatever that is you deserve the best and I'm sure you'll receive it. Also your fs definitely wants the best for you and love yourself, i also feel your higher-self would love herself too and as she should!!

Here's a feedback; OMG! Just few seconds in the reading and I'm already tearing up, because please the reading if just so beautiful :)) Okay so hearing about healing and self-love and all I'm just so happy because I've been doing a lot of shadow work and self-love is something very important to me now so knowing that my higher would reach that point of life where she's receiving the fruits of her hardwork I am very emotional, "Go for it" how do I explain i words what it meant to me because I was just thinking about things in life and all, especially about my career and then I hear this. Definitely I'm someone who's still learning to trust herself and all it was a huge sign for me especially for the steps I've been wanting to take/taking. Hearing about friends made me so greatful because I've been kind of unlucky when it comes to friendships especially offline (ik it also had a reason) so that is just so beautiful. Also about luxuries and money, and my higher-self??? She's exactly what i want to be or imagine her to me omg. Yeah like f*ck it, wait last life connection came here too?? And my fs popping up in ng reading again okay this reading is all I needed I am gonna give myself a good cry. And also that's so true I'm definitely the type of even now who looks at past just to remind myself how far I've came and what they've taught me and feel greatful even for those tough moments. "I also feel pink, green (pastel) or dark shades have importance in your life" wow please i should kiss your hands rn because it resonates even with colours, like i really love pastel shades and dark shades, and i would say they do play a role since when i wear dark clothes i feel much more confident and tune within mymasculine energy and with light colours with my feminine energy and I'm sure that maybe these colours play another roles too. "felt you standing in front of mirror and admiring it" *cries again* because I do have struggled with my body since my childhood and very insecure of it because of how skinny I look, and seeing her admiring her parts made me realise a lot. And yes I am a forgiving person and I've already forgiven everyone woah please you picked on the present too!?? Also about job, and career with growth...(Just so very greatful) Literally so very greatful because that's what I've wanting to give myself and even the higher position/business definitely aligns with my goals. And coming to my intuition and the Messages just blessed!! I am definitely gonna start hearing it more and also about the mysteries it makes sense and resonates (I'm surprised) because it's just a huge confirmation to me. Also coming to education, honey it resonates again because that's one of my biggest goals. Also "thankyou for meeting me baby" my pookie baby i already love you so much you popping up in the reading again!!!? Or atleast knowing something about you, it's okay love ik we'll meet when the timing is right. 🤍��� Also the moodboard?? Bro it's just so beautiful energetically and the fact I do see so many angel numbers, 444 too. Okay everything literally everything RESONATES!!

How do I explain in words how greatful i feel. Love you so very much honey, i really appreciate each and every moment, really greatful that I met you. Everything has a reason and I'm it had too. Sending my warmest hugs to my sweetheart, you are amazing don't question yourself. You are moving forward and making progress and that's a really huge thing, things take time but ik we'll be okay!!

Proud of you bub. Have an amazing day ahead. Sending lots of love and blessings 🫶🏻🤍✨🧿

You sweetheart!! I love you so so much 😭🌼 you deserve the compliments and your readings work is literally so gooood!? How can I not like it! You are so sweet for giving me both readings and moodboard and they resonated so much with me, it made me so emotional and happy thank you sm, I appreciate you so much that I can't describe in words, my love yes exactly!! Its funny maybe that country has important value in both of our lives I am just so excited to meet him! I love him already! Yess, we will have everything we deserve and I am sure the universe is working our favour!! Amen 🙏

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The detailed feedback?? I am so in love with it , you are so so sweet 😭 the messages I kept picking on it was like everything your higherself wants you to hear and lessen your worries and doubts, your future spouse/soulmate he really wants to give you love and confirmation that he is out there, the way lovers card flew and pop up and I was like he is too excited to show himself to you lol, and it was cute, I am happy for him and for you 😭 I am so glad you liked the moodboard I kept feeling drawn to those pictures and I know they all had something for you, to feel and hear, I am literally smiling and feeling just so emotional?? Like I am so glad for the feedback and they way our energy aligns it just made me so so happy! I am so glad your higher self has everything , she literally is the sweetest, thank you so much for letting me read for you, ilysm!

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Love you more! And I am definitely sure it had a meaning and I am glad we met, thank you so much, sending love and hugs to you as well!! Yess! We both are and I know things will look up for us, I just know it. Yess everything will be~!

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Thank you so much for this and I am proud of you too! Have an amazing day too!! Sending love and positive vibes to you tooo ! 🧿✨️🌼🎀

[layuhsblog]

lucas x male reader?

story: m/n gets kidnapped by a mafia group, and their leader, yukhei, wants the money that the former's family owes him - it doesn't come, as they don't care about m/n.

this makes yukhei have a change of heart.

(lucas is not really a jerk, he's just trying to do his job)

Hii, I made it into a chaebol m!reader x mafia leader! lucas fic,

hope you don't mind. I've never written mafia au. So this is pure shit I'm really sorry. I'll rewrite it and make it better once I have more experience.

Thankyou for requesting and reading it. ALSO- this was an amazing request. Renegade is such a bop and he LOOKS SO FUCKING HOT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. Thankgod there are still Lucas stans on Tumblr.

Anyway hope you tolerate this fic T-T

REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN BTW!!

dk the word limit prolly 1k words

warnings: kidnapping, stockholm syndrome???, soft boy mafia lucas, angst, fluff?, small mention of religious trauma, family's a bitch, drugging, panic attack, hyperventilating, thoughts about death, mentions murder, daddy issues?, death, swearing, badly written threats, winwin is a dick but he loves you :), Lucas being HOTTIE MAFIA LEADER OOF, kissing.

To myself- Lucas x M!reader

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Coming out to your orthodox religious family was not easy. On the surface the media thinks you're this wholesome rich family but the truth was much deeper and darker than it appeared.

You were sitting in a bar drinking away your problems when you were approached by a cute gentleman.

"Hi, rough day? May I buy you a drink?" he smiled at you

you tiredly sighed,

"If you're trying to get me into your bed, not happening."

He chuckled,

"Let me just buy you a drink, I'll walk away if you're not interested." You scanned his face, not so discreetly.

He looked cute and shy..you didn't see anything shady about him. You cautiously eyed his again and nodded. He showed a toothy grin at that.

"I'm Winwin by the way!"

"___" you replied and for the first time that night showed a slight smile.

_

A few hours had passed and Winwin started to grow on you, a couple of drinks more and your eyes started getting droopy.

Before you could call your driver to pick you; you passed out.

-

When you woke up, you had no idea where you where. Immediately you sat up and met with a throbbing headache. When you tried to get up, you realised your hands were tied. Panicked you screamed and screamed for someone to help you. You screamed till you lost your voice, and burst out crying. You had no idea what happened to you, what they'll do to you or if you'll even get out of here alive. All those thoughts became too mouth and you felt a bitter metallic taste in your mouth as your throat ran dry. You couldn't breathe. The worst of all, the room was empty except for a clock in it, it had been a long time since you were here and you were almost sure no one was looking for you.

"Ya done screaming or should I give you more of a reason to cry about?" You did not realise someone else was in the room with you. It was Winwin. Your heart sank.

"Y-you! What have you done to me!? Let me out! P-please." The last word came out as a weak plea and he laughed at your pathetic state,

"Can't, boss' orders. Yknow if he hadn't told me to bring you to him, I'd might as well taken you out on that little date." He winked at you and you were filled with disgust as fresh tears threatened to spill out from your eyes.

Your chest, throat, stomach everything hurt. You felt like you could throw up any minute.

It took you 15 minutes to calm yourself down all the while Winwin was looking at you with an amused look on his face, watching your every move like a hawk.

You were just blankly staring at a wall. The worst that can happen is they'll kill you. Who cares if you die?

-

Five hours had passed since then and you were doing nothing, feeling nothing so you closed your eyes and tried to sleep on the dirty floor. Winwin stepped out of the room to call someone, he did not realise the door is not soundproof. It sounded like he was threatening someone, probably your family you presumed.

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"We have your son motherfucker. If you don't fucking pay us back you'll find his body in your front gate. Have fun when the headlines say 'L/n Family's Youngest son found dead on their door. It'll be fun seeing police raid your family seeing all the black money you have." he laughed

"Do what you want with him. You can't hurt my business. You're a nobody." and he heard the beeping of the phone.

-

The door, half broken and rusty slowly creaked opened and the fear you felt when you first came here returned. Winwin stood up straight and greeted the man. He had long black hair, his gaze cold, almost predatory.

"Did you hear back from those bastards?" he spat out, glaring at Winwin.

There was an awkward silence from his side and he eyed him and looked back at you. Immediately understanding what it meant, you weakly laughed.

The whole situation was so funny to you when it finally clicked.

You came from a famous family full of businessmen. People so influential that every move you made had to be absolutely perfect- however to them, you were far from it. The first shock came to your father when you were fifteen years old and told him you wanted to be an artist, that you had no interest in the business. Second and the final straw was 2 days ago when you came out to him and he disowned you.

To think such educated men could have such shallow ideals.

You remembered your mother, how loving she was. If she were here she'd definitely accepted you. You remembered how she told you crying how all this success was a lie and she wanted you to stay as far away from it as possible, afterall you weren't like your father and brothers. You remembered how you saw her that night for the last time. You remembered how you heard them fight in the other room, your brothers had left the country to pursue their studies. You remembered how you heard her scream but your door was locked from the outside. You remembered vaguely seeing a blood stain in the carpet which magically disappeared the next day. You remembered the police labelling the case as a suicide, how there was literally no evidence found- how each and every corner of the house was checked except the locker your father held the keys to.

The realisation made your blood run cold.

Your father had borrowed a large sum of money from someone years ago to start his business. He always assured your mother he'd paid them back. The situation in front of you made it clear that your father has always been a selfish bastard.

The thoughts, the questions, the suspicions hit you like a train wreck and you started laughing loudly. Both men looked at you puzzled.

"I cannot, that fucker- no one's coming for me, he killed her and he'll kill me too. I'm gonna die here anyway. That's so funny. Its always been fucking money. It's more important to him than fucking accepting his son and supporting his wife." You said between your laughs as tears spilled through your eyes

The man knelt down, his eyes softened a bit, voice comforting yet distanced, he motioned Winwin to get out of the room and spoke,

"Hey, calm down. You're not gonna die here. I'll take care of him. I'm sorry I involved you into this. I'll let you go. Just an advice, don't go back there. Get your own place, you have a chance to disappear from his life. Take it. I'm Yukhei by the way, you can call me Lucas." he smiled a bit.

You blinked in confusion, looking for any signs of humour in his words but there were none. He sounded genuine. It puzzled you how he could switch up so quickly. It made you curious to know more about him. Lord have you gone insane.

"What if I don't wanna leave. What if I want to help you get rid of him?"

And he only smiled.

"I'm not alien to murderer, rich heartless fathers." he joked,

"And I thought I was unique." he laughed at your comment. He has a nice laugh. You thought. You wanted to hear it more. Its funny to you how you feel safer with a literal mafia leader than you've ever felt with your father.

You talked some more, growing fonder of him each passing second. You realised he's not as cold as he appears. He was just doing his job and truthfully your father was just a huge dick. He has such a bright smile. His eyes had this spark when he was talking about the people he works with. He was making your heart beat faster.

He took you to his room, gave you clean clothes to change into and made you eat.

"You know, Winwin likes you- he felt bad about whatever he did." you nodded as he continued, the room suddenly felt hotter than it was as he leaned closer,

"Too bad, I want to keep you to myself" He whispered in your ear before he held your chin and connected your lips together.

-

[ka0ila]

Chan [Christopher] short

You finished with your vocal practice. Tired and with a sore throat you came out of the studio leaving seungmin behind. You were starving and ordered some pizza as it was the first thing that popped up in your mind. As the pizza arrived you went to Chan's room to offer him some. You knew he hadn't eaten anything as he was preoccupied with his work. Well, it was totally understandable as the comeback was next week, but he still needs to take care of his health. With a soft smile on your face, you walked towards his work room. You gently twisted the door knob as quitely as you could and as you thought, he was sitting there with his headset and composing something. You made your way towards him and patted on his back.

"Chris?" you called out his name in a soft, tired voice. He mumbled giving you a sign to continue speaking. "Do you need anything? i can help you if you need anyth-" he cut you off and replied, "no, i'm fine" he said without sparing a glance at you. "oh, um. are you perhaps hungry? i got pizza" you said trying your best to keep a smile on your face. You were really tired. "I do not need anything, let me be" he said in a more stern and harsh tone. He's never like this. I understand he's stressed and needs his space but he can't just not eat. "take a break, here, i got your favourite topping too." You said in a calm way, i mean you tried to. As you were unapacking the box, you heard him huff, "Why can't you fucking let me be (y/n)? For fuck's sake. I told you i don't want to eat anything. Why can't you ever listen to me? Why are you literally so clingy and annoying all the time? Can you not give me a little space? All i need right now is space. The last thing i want to hear is your annoying little voice. I don't want food (y/n), all i need is to you to leave." He snapped at you. You were too tired to argue, you were just so exhausted. "fine, alright. Here's the pizza. Eat it whenever the fuck you feel like. You didn't have to be so difficult." your smile dropped. You left the pizzas there, you just lost your appetite. You were too exhausted to even cry at this point. You silently got up and left. After-all he didn't mean all that, right?

"Seungmin? i'm heading back to the dorms, wanna join?"

"Yeah, cool"

I just continued to work on the song i was composing after she left. I didn't really give much thought to what i said, i was too tired to. All i know is, i was at the wrong, ah fuck. After finishing with my work, my eyes fell upon the pizza boxes, and the guilt hit in. Did she want to eat with me? Has she eaten? Fuck, i really messed up. I sighed while rubbing my forehead and shutting my eyes. Why did i snap at her? She was really calm throughout. It's not only me who's stressed. The comeback is stressing all of us, i can’t be selfish. I got up and cleaned up my desk, ready to head to the dorms. I picked up the pizzas and took them with me. (Y/n) usually stays at my room, i'm not sure if i'll find her there, so i went to her room, she wasn't there either. I sighed and went to the common kitchen to keep the pizza boxes in the frige. "hey, chan" Han was sitting on the dining table busy on his phone. "hi." i replied in a tired tone. "ay, i'm starving. Can i please have those?" he said looking at the boxes in my hand. "Sure, warm them up" i replied as i handed them over to him. "by any chance, do you know where's (y/n)?" i asked him desperately. "Oh, yeah. She's with Seung and Hyun in Seungmin's room." he replied munching on his pizza, she really did get my favourite topping. "oh. okay, thankyou." Instead of heading back to my room, i decided to go visit Seungmin's room. As i getting closer to his room, i could hear them laughing. I smiled a bit and sighed. I knocked on the door. After a bit hyunjin opened the door. "Hey channn" He said with a huge smile. "hi." i got in smiling back at him. I diverted my eyes towards (y/n). She was giggling with seungmin. "hello, old man" Seungmin teased me. I groaned. As (y/n) saw me her smile dropped and looked away. She was hurt. After a while, (y/n) got up "I'm gonna go sleep, really tired. Goodnight" she flashed a soft smile at them but not me. "Can i come with you?" i said while getting up with her. She didn't say anthing. Oh fuck, i shouldnt have asked that. "Nevermind, i'm sorry it's fin-" i said nervously only to get cut off by her "sure, yeah, whatever." she said and looked away. As she walked outside of the room, i followed. The whole walk to her room was just silent. I was nervous and bottled up with guilt. She sighed as we reached her room's door. She opened the door as i spoke, "babe?" silence. "i'm really sorry for what i said. i swear i didn-" she cut me off with a tight hug, i hugged her back immediately, that caught me off guard. "it's alright, i understand." she said in a soothing voice. Lord, i truly love her. "i didn't mean it. what i said, i swear i didnt mean everything i said. i didn't mean to snap, it was unintentional, i-" i snuggled my face in her neck, "chris, it's okay, we both are exhausted, we both didn't mean to snap." "i love you, let's snuggle, yeah?"

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[littleracha]

Hey hey heyyy

If your requests are still open, can i please request a cg!skz scenario (individually if possible) with littles who have had bad experience of physical abuse at some point in life and flinch easily but they comfort them with something like "its okay little one, papa isn't going to hurt you, papa isn't mad" if that's okay with you? Thankyou so much hope you have a great day/ night ahead !!! ❤❤❤

Okay, this request has been sitting awhile and I apologize so much. As a survivor of abuse, this request really meant a lot to me and I wanted to spend some time on it.

Thank you so much for the ask, sweet duckling.

CG! OT8 Stray Kids with Trauma Little

(tw for past abuse)

Bang Chan

Chan hates being stressed out

He hates it even more when it affects you

This comeback has been hard, the music genre while fun is completely different

Make it difficult for him to write and produce on the deadline

So when he woke up and couldn't find his laptop he lost it

You didn't mean to be a brat, you just were pulling a cute little prank. One you've done a million times before

But when Chan came into your bedroom red-faced instead of humored, you got scared

"Where is it y/n, I don't have time for games today"

Daddy never used your real name...

You got up to slow for his liking and he barked

"Hurry up!"

You flinched at the loud sound. It brought back a flood of bad memories and you froze in place

Which scared you even more knowing he wanted you to be quick

You aren't sure how he ended up in front of you but gentle hands cupped your face

"Little cub, oh baby. Daddy didn't mean to yell, he'd never yell on purpose. Oh, cubby come here. Daddy would never hurt you okay?"

He called off work for the rest of the day so he could hold you and remind you that he would never let anything hurt you, even himself.

Lee Know

It was one of those days for Minho

It wasn't a bad one but it wasn't good either

Everything little seemed to be getting on his nerves

All he wanted was to come home and put his mind on something else

He pulled the pots and pans out to make you both dinner

He thought putting his focus on making something really nice might calm him down a bit

He wasn't expecting you to wake up from your nap early

You came toddling in with stuffie and blanket in tow

He gave you a soft smile and went back to work

After naps, you were usually cuddly and wanted Noona's attention

You walked up next to him and looked into the pan that was frying up some pork belly

You reached out to snag a piece when all of a sudden the oil popped and burned you

You pulled back with a shirking cry and held your hand. Teary eyes looked up at your Noona

"Baby go away! I'll get you when it's ready!" Minho snapped and shooed you away with his hand

What he didn't expect was the flinch that followed. Then you ran

He immediately turned everything off and came looking for you

He found you hiding under the blankets on the bed

"Little kitten Noona didn't mean to scare you" he cooed softly while removing the blankets

"Oh kitty cat, come here. I am so sorry I scared you like that. You know I'd never hurt you little one. Even if Noona is mad he would never hit you. Promise me you know that" Tears started to well in his own eyes now

"I promise Noonie"

"Thank you, baby. Now why don't you come help me finish dinner, kitten? Think you can do that?"

Changbin

Binnie and you were playing a game of ‘Hide and Seek’

It had all been fun until Binnie actually couldn’t find you

He looked in the living room, kitchen, bedroom, bathroom

Even places that were off-limits like the studio and backyard

His anxiety started to peak after 10 minutes

Bin knows nothing bad could have happened

But he was worried you might be stuck and needed him

If he didn’t find you soon then maybe you'd begin to panic

He made his way into the home gym, somewhere you never go without him

He has made it very clear this room can be dangerous without Dada

So when he saw a tiny foot sticking out from behind the closed treadmill he was shocked

“Baby! You need to get out of there right now”

He pulled you out, not hard, never hard. He knew his strength. It was more of a soft suggestion of a tug

But the voice and the physical touch were enough to trigger something in you from your past

“sorry dada,” you said softly as you backed away to the wall, refusing to make eye contact

Changbin felt awful, he knew about your past and the last thing on earth he wanted to do is make you relive it

“Bunny! Dada isn’t mad! See” he puts on a big exaggerated smile making you giggle

“Dada is just upset he lost the game! The baby bun is just so good at hiding. You know what you get for winning baby?” you tilted your head

“Bear hugs!” Binnie suffocated you in a tight hug.

“Baby bun, Daddy will always protect you. Forever.” He whispered to you

Hyunjin

Mother's Day is coming up and you wanted to make something special for your Mama

One of your favorite activities together is Mama and Little One art studio

Hyunjin sets up the entire studio into a painting and crafts for two

He will have little stations set up and will walk through each one of them with you

So what better way to celebrate Mother's Day than a studio set up by baby

You decided on three stations

A painting one where you two will paint your favorite memory

A Card making one where you both can make Mother's days cards

and finally a photoshoot studio!

You collected all of your dress-up clothes and some of Jinnies best outfits

Then you grab paper and pens out of the office for the card studio

All that was left to do was the paint station...which meant going into Mama's big studio

You knew you needed Mama's permission to get it but it would ruin the surprise

After some contemplation, you decided it was important to get good paint!

You snuck in quickly and grabbed all the paint you could in one go

You were almost out until you tripped and dropped all the paint

Thankfully it landed on the tarp...or that was what you thought

Then you saw some red paint splashed on Hyunjin's painting for his mom...

You tried to wipe it off but it honestly made it worse

Your soft tears turned into fat sobs as you heard the front door open

"Little Painter? Honey? Why is the living room so messy" Hyunjin called out softly, not mad but curious

He saw this studio door open and instantly knew where you were hiding

His heart shattered as you stood in the middle of the room sobbing and covered in paint.

However, he was done for when you stepped back as he stepped in

Jin got down on his knees and opened his arms in a sign of peace

"Come here little muse, mama isn't mad. Mama just wants to make sure you are okay"

He held you tight once you entered his arms

"Mama...I ruined painting" you pointed

"Oh, little painter! Mama was stuck on what to add! A red rose would be perfect, you even started it for me. Now if I wasn't confused I think there is a studio night waiting for us. Come on my little artist. Mama loves you"

Han

Han woke up in a state of anxiety and he just wanted to be home

He wanted to curl up in bed and watch Anime with his little one

To relax and nap with his baby

To ignore the world and all of its troubles. To be with his happiness

So when he opened the door to loud music, bubbles, paint, toys everywhere, and a messy little one

He broke down

Not at you. He would never break down at you. You always helped him cheer up

It was just the overstimulation of the situation

"OPPA!!!!" You yelled and he cringed at the volume

"Oppa play with me! Play Dinosaurs! Be Rexie, Oppa!"

"Little sprite, please quiet down"

But you were too hyper to listen

"Oppa, I miss youuuuuuuu," you say hanging off of your Oppa's arm

The pulling was too much, the touch was overwhelming

He yanked his arm back and closed his eyes to collect himself

When he opened them again he found you shaking and sitting on the floor

"Sorry Oppa, I was bad. I sorry!" You cried

The whines were a lot for him but he needed to push through to help you

"My Ponyo, little fishy. Oppa wasn't going to hit you"

"But I bad"

"Baby you are never bad! Never ever my sweet baby. Oppa is having an icky day. You remember when we talked about big icky days" You nodded

"Well Oppa is having an icky day"

"Oppa says icky days means sounds n touch can be too much, Oppa feels that?" it was Han's turn to nod

"Oppa go relax?"

"Only if my Totoro goes with me"

Felix

Mommy Lixie wanted to make brownies for the big party you two were hosting later

It was a celebration of all the boy's hard work

So while you were running errands for supplies

Felix got to baking

What Felix was not aware of was that you had begun to slip while you were at the store

There were too many people and the employees were mean when you asked for help

You wanted to prove to Felix you could be a big kid and do these tasks for him

You wanted to show that you could have a party and not get overwhelmed

But now you wanted to walk through the door and snuggle with your mommy while he pet your hair

That wasn't the case though

You opened the door to Felix immediately asking you to do more stuff

"Hey love, when you get the groceries put away can you set the table? Maybe start the punch bowl as well, I want the pretty ice. Oh also---" And on and on he went with a list of tasks

You wanted to break down but you needed to be strong for Mommy---You mean Felix

You jumped to a start when the alarm to the oven when off

That was the final straw, the sound scared you straight into little space

"Darling, can you grab those? Im hanging up the streamers"

"Yes, Mo-Yes Lixie!"

You were too small to use the oven, did you even remember how?

You opened the door and reached in for the freshly baked pan of brownies

On contact, you yelped out loud and dropped the pan.

Felix came running in

"Y/n, WHAT HAPPENED"

All you could do was hold your hand and cry

You saw the brownies on the floor and immediately jumped up to fix your mistake

But arms picked you up instead

"Shhhhhh you need to breathe little one. Follow Mommy's breathing. In and Out."

When you got your air back you began to tell Mommy how sorry you were

"Oh, my pixie Mommy would never be mad! He should have noticed you were a little baby. Let Mommy look at your hand baby"

He bandaged you up and kissed it better.

A text was sent to the group chat letting the boys know you were feeling small which was met with a bunch of excited Uncles

"I think these brownies will taste better if we make them together, baby fairy"

Seungmin

Seungmin and you were friends for many years before he became your caregiver

After he found you relapsing into bad memories from your past

Once he calmed you down he met your eyes and something seemed different

You seemed younger, happier, and carefree

You explained the next morning about regression and he instantly wanted to be your caregiver

The issue is...he still was your best friend

You two bully each other relentlessly

That is just the love language you shared

Normally it would be fine but today was different

You were feeling small but couldn't bring yourself to tell him

It wasn't his fault he was hurting your feelings, how could he have known

"Of course, you would find the ugly bug cute. It looks just like you!"

"No, we aren't going to play Mario Kart, you'll just lose and be upset"

"I'm not dealing with a crybaby tonight"

That was the one that brought all the memories back

"Y/n, look you are already crying! wait...hun...you are crying. Why are you crying?"

"Minnie, sorry you have to deals with me"

He knew he messed up. Jumps straight into caregiver mode

"NO NO NO! Little Pup you are not something I have to deal with! I love you so much puppy. Oh, Minnie was just being a big mean bully, wasn't he? The meanest bully around."

You nodded with a giggle and he smiled

"I think it is only fair you get to say something back. Hit me with the best you got, Puppy"

You thought for a bit

"You look like a stick bug!"

"I deserved that pup. But you, my little one" he picked you up. "You never deserve to hear such mean words. Remember you are my favorite thing in the whole world"

I.N.

Tonight was movie night with Jeongin

He had a feeling you were going to be small so he set up an entire fairy garden living room

He hung up lights, spread out blankets, made snacks, and even had a sippy of fairy milk ready to go

When you showed up he changed you into a new pair of fairy jammies and got you cuddly in front of the tv

Of course, tonight's film was Tinkerbell

You were so excited, you couldn't sit still

The fairies were so pretty and magical!

"Innie Innie Innie!"

"Yes, my little kit?"

"You be an animal fairy!"

"Tell me why sweetie"

You went on to explain exactly why Jeongin would be an animal fairy without ever taking your eyes off the tv

"My little Tinkerbell, would you like your stuffy?" He asked because he saw you fidgeting with the carpet

A hum of approval was all you gave

I.N. decided your Neverbeast plush would be the most appropriate

"Baby heads up" Innie called out before tossing the stuffed animal toward you

It was a soft throw but you weren't paying attention so the monster jumping toward you triggered a fearful yelp

You looked towards Innie for comfort but then you noticed he was the one who threw the beast towards you

"Innie" Your voice stumbled "why innie"

Before a single tear could fall he was at your side pulling you into his lap

He hated how tense you felt in his arms

"Little Fox, Innie didn't mean to scare you! He thought it would be fun to surprise you with your plushie baby"

"Why Innie throws it at me? I promise I no watch movies"

"No little one! Innie wasn't punishing you for watching the movie. He thinks you are being the most adorable little one in the world! He should have thought about it before throwing it. You know Innie would never ever hit you, promise Innie you know that foxy"

"I promise Innie, just scared me"

"I know baby, I won't do it again" he brought you in for the biggest hug

"Innie...I no see the movie"

"Oh I'm sorry baby, here sit in Innie's lap and we will watch together" He got you settled in with a blanket. "Who is the yellow one honey?"

[jessefandomunited]

Meeting Matthew ( first day)

So I didn't have cash for a signing from Matthew but I gave him all the stuff I drew for him which he looked extremely happy about

So I went up and said hi he gave me the biggest hug and I said I just needed to give this to you because you have kind of followed me through all my obsession I've been through. He put both his hands on my shoulders looking right in my eyes and said " I FOLLOWED YOU HOME!!???" I laughed and said " almost " but I just told him how much i appreciate you. And he gave me multiple hugs and said " Thankyou for being so sweet " I was literally so happy

He also said he'd draw me something really special when I come back tomorrow and i literally almost cried especially when they started putting up the drawings I made 😭😭😭

When I get the drawing I will immediately be getting it tattooed on my body ! I'm also getting a photo with him tomorrow too and I will for sure post the pic .

ALSO this guy who I think was working for a journalist thing was TAKING PICTURES of our interaction and said he would send me those pics too . So I'm literally about to cry about that too I'm so happy

[witchwrestler]

trip down memory lane - eddie munson

//warnings//: mentions of death, implied depressive state, but other than that, just bittersweet energy

note: this is the first time I've ever written something like this so if it reads like it was written by a middle schooler, I'm still learning.

An old bleach stained metallica t-shirt, and a pair of ratty old converse.

That was all you had left of eddie, all that was left of the boy you had loved so deeply. You had never expected him to pass so young, but nobody did.

After he passed, it left you feeling like a part of you was missing, like there was a hole in your heart that could never be filled. though you knew this wasn't what he would've wanted you to be feeling, you couldn't help but grieve the loss of someone who meant more to you than anyone ever had.

You never thought you would lose him, you had always seen the two of you growing old together, having slow sunday mornings with pancakes and coffee, laughing and watching old movies on rainy days cuddled in blankets and enjoying eachothers company.

But instead you were in your room, crying into your pillow and clinging to the faint scent of him that was still stuck on the fabric of the bleach stained t shirt you were wearing and staring at his shoes, that had been left in the corner of your bedroom trying to convince yourself he wasnt entirely gone, that you still had some part of him with you in these material things. you couldn't fathom the idea of living without him, and you never thought you would have to go through this.

As you lay there, snotty nose and puffy face, you remember all the moments you and eddie shared in this town, you think about that girl wearing baggy jeans that caused her to look much shorter than she was with an extremely faded band tee found at the back of her closet. And how eddie munson sat next to her and talked to her and made her feel seen.

You remember you and Eddie's first meeting, it was a very cold and rainy tuesday when he had walked into your English class for the first time all year and sat next to you in the back. And you recall after he sat down, when he carefully inspected the book sat at the corner of your desk and then proceeded to ask you for a pencil, which you gladly gave him, earning a thankyou and a small bow.

You think back to another day in english, the only class the two of you had together. And how that particular day you were quite run down and spread thin and eddie had slipped a crumpled piece of paper to you that read:

i hope that you're ok. you look kinda dead and I've grown to enjoy sitting next to you.

-E.M.

you then slowly and carefully scrawled underneath his note:

im ok. and I've grown to enjoy sitting next to you as well

-y/n

you passed the note back to him, receiving a small smile. he didn't write another note the rest of class that day but he did leave a note tucked into your windshield that you had grabbed it furiously, thinking it was a ticket, only to see his name and phone number with the words 'call me sometime' scrawled underneath.

You had read that note with the dumbest smile on your face, and full intentions to call him when you got home. When you had gotten home, you threw your bag down on the floor of your room and you put a cassette into your player and listened to the sounds of metallica combined with the rainy weather. meanwhile the thoughts had swarmed your head about whether or not calling him right now would seem too desperate or too much, and looking back on it you realize that was stupid, knowing eddie was probably sitting by his phone smiling like an idiot and feeling proud of himself.

when you eventually did decide to call him, the two of you ended up having better conversation than you could've hoped for. You talked for hours about lord of the rings and debated about different bands, for the first time, you had thought, someone finally understood you.

you had grown so close to eddie in those short months, and you recalled when you had found out about everything in the upside down, and you got scared of losing the person you loved and started becoming distant and talking to eddie less, convincing yourself he was better off without you. You thought back to a day when you were still working at the record store next to the family video. You were stocking some records after closing when there was a knock at the door, "Hey, dude, we're closed, you've gotta leave," you called from the back of the shop. the knock came again. You finally turned around to see eddie standing in the rain and immediately went to let him in. "eddie, what are you doing? dude, it's pouring rain, " you said, gesturing for him to come in. in that moment, you thought you had never seen him look more confused and sad in your life. he looked at you with his big brown doe eyes and spoke, "Why have you been ignoring me?" he had said, intertwining his hands and looking up at you. The fear started creeping over you that you were going to have to tell him how you felt and that you were afraid of losing him. "I have no idea what you're talking about," you said, attempting to ignore what he had just asked you. "bullshit, y/n" he said, "please just tell me why, or what I did, I'm always fucking up it has to be something" eddie added, eyes brimmed with tears. "i-" you started, struggling to find the words. "You didn't do anything wrong, eddie. i just wouldn't be able to lose you, " you breathed, regretting your words immediately, embarrassed of your feelings. Eddie's eyebrows furrowed, and a look of realization panned his face. "You weren't ever gonna lose me, y/n," he said, inching closer to you. "But what if I do?" You had said, voice cracking. "You won't. And you never will"

That was the last time that you had kissed eddie munson. The last time you were close to his perfectly sculpted face, the last time you felt his unkempt curly hair, and smelled his cheap cologne, and the last time you told him you loved him.

When dustin told you, your heart dropped.

You had opened your door to a teary eyed 14 year old who looked like he had been crying for days. Dustin was your favorite of Eddie's friends, and seeing him look so disheveled made you think there was something very wrong.

"eddie-um-uh, eddie is dead" dustin had told you, crying mid sentence, hiccuping uncontrollably. You had immediately pulled him into a hug and your heart felt like it had dropped to your stomach, and you heard dustin talk through muffled sobs, "he wanted me to tell you he didn't run away this time". and soft smile appeared on your face, tears still flowing.

[eggtartz]

could request wakasa with a reader (gn) who has vitiligo, and multiple spots and white hair (hair, eyebrow, eyelashes, body hair (yes...)) have a good night 🥹💘

a/n : body hair is totally normal anon! as well as skin conditions (i have eczema too so don't be ashamed anon!) thankyou for requesting this and enjoy 🫶🏻

masterlist

wakasa loving every part of you

"wakasa?"

"yes love?"

"do you think im hideous?"

"wha- why would you say that?"

"you know because i have skin conditions and body hair and stuff.."

wakasa stood up from his bench while wrapping a towel around his head, his hair still freshly wet from his cold shower after his boxing session with keizo. he kneeled down to look up to you who's head is down, eyes not looking at him. "no, i think you're the most loveliest person i ever got to know"

"but-" but he already shushed you. "but what? just because you're skin is slightly different from someone else, you're hideous? i don't think it's like that honey. oh and body hair is totally normal"

"i have spots all over my body.." you almost sobbed. "they're adorable to me baby and i remember every place they're at, because they're cute"

"people say body hair is disgusting.. and i have those though" you pouted, still not looking at your boyfriend who's kneeling in front of you.

"body's hair exist for reasons love, some body hair even exist to keep your body clean rather than making them unhygienic. people say that and yet they don't wash their hands after peeing. now that's disgusting don't you think love?" he peeked at you, saying those words gently to not hurt you in any way.

"how about my hair color and.. and my eyelash and my brows wakasa? they're hideous, i look like an albino species or something.. i feel hideous.." you finally cried, hiding your face in your palms. wakasa pulled your index finger, gaining your attention. he gave your palms smooches then went closer to your face to kiss you forehead, your eyes, nose and cheeks.

"everything about you is beautiful to me. i love every inch of you and they're all perfect for me. you're not hideous at all, you're so, so beautiful."

he placed his cheek in your knee, his lazy eyes staring at you. your puffy eyes looked back at him and you stared crying harder at wakasa's words that comforted you a lot. you were very insecure with your appearance but wakasa never minded it. he loved them even. when you started dating him, he noticed you always wore all-covered clothes even in the summer so in the relationship wakasa always wanted you to open up and feel comfortable with him. to feel comfortable with him in your skin, with confidence.

he never was tired saying you're so perfect for him and you melt every single time he says that. you felt like you don't deserve him. "you wanna grab some food honey? we can watch movies while eating them" your boyfriend suggested, giving you sparkly eyes.

you laughed a bit "my favorite ones?"

"even the boring ones love" he said that made you laugh more. wakasa loved every single inch of you and he makes sure you know that.

[levitheeldritch]

All guestbook png names

Figured I'd compile all these for people who don't want to read them or can't. Tell me if they add any, or if I missed any! Excluding the ".png"s pr the ".webp"s. The numbers will stay, they might be able to be translated (hint hint, those who are up for it)

Tell me if I should add the message they are responding to as well!

And lastly, If you're having trouble reading a file name fully and the tab cuts it off, right click, hit "Save image" and it will give you, hopefully, the full file name.

(Long post warning) (sorry if someone already did this)

(Page 1)

Heart on Grace's message: Thankyou

Poppy on Waltz Fantasy's message: Ilikepoppytooneighbor

Barnaby on Doinktv's message: honk honk haha

Smiley on Scott's message: with me neighbor

Flower in between Mar, Gremmie, Cal, and Faerie's messages: Thankyouihopeyouthinkititsbeutiful

Smiley on Ramsey's message: hello_whyareyousmilingthisway_illkeepyoucompanyneighbor

Bug(?) on Facefullabug's message: ilovebugs

Stars around Sally's name: sallyisthatyou

Hearts in between CajamaPat and Friendly Frankenstein's message: ourneighborsarehere!thankyoutooneighbor

Crying smiley on Watchy's message: youdontlikemeneighbor

Apple on MaddieC's message: itsaaple!

Rainbow on equation's message: hereyougo

Spiral over Judy's message: helloneighbor

Poppy over Westbrook's message: poppyisbigilovehertoo

Big nose smiley over Roger's message: ilikeyournose

Frank over bittern's message: ilovefranktoo

Four leaf clover over Marisol's message: youarelucky!comebyoftenneighbor

House around Froot's name: homed!

Clown face over Infinitestyle's message: itsoktofrownyouarestillmyfriend

(Page 2)

Howdy caterpillar over Mocha's message: doyouseehowdynow_

Julie over Eli's message: juileismyfriendtoo

HELLO over Jacky!'s message: icanhearyouneighbor

Butterfly over bugman's message: hereisabugforyouneighbor

Envelope over Seb's message: iwillmailhimaletterforyou

Flower over Rhia's message: ipromiseiwilltellher

Worm over worm's message: idonotknowwhatwiggles_barnabysaiditwasthis

Sally over Bird's message: iknowsally

Spiral over Emily's message: soyouwillknowiamlookingatyouneighbor_iamtalkingtoyou

Heart's over Vespi's message: iloveyouiloveyou

Smiley over Hopper's message: wearehappy_doyoulooklikethis_

Barnaby over Cloud's message: idonotknowwhatclownis_iaskedfrank_hesaidbarnaby_hereisbarnaby

TV over Cyborg's message: youareontv!

Home in between Milly and Amy's messages: ilovehome_homeismyfriend

Eddie over Tobijam's message: eddieisafriendilikehimtoo_herunstoomuch

Pig over PiggyPie's message: iamapuppet!iamyourfavorite!

Star's and a horn(?) over Star's message: goodnightneihbor

(Page 3)

Hello in between Curbin and Bio's messages: hello_youseethis_

Heart over Peony's message: thisisaheart__

Tv over TeeVee's message: tvtvtv

Bug over Alucard's message: iwilltellfrankforyou_thebugwilllooklikethis_''

Flower in between morqua, Keeper, Cloudy(again?), and MisterJi's message: youwillcomewithme_

Butterfly(?) over B's message: frank_ i will tell Frank_

Pufferfish over Katie🐡's message: thankyou_Katie!

Home over nenkaii's message: howse_howse

Hand over Teresa's message: iwillhelpyouneighbor

Smiley with flowers over jojo's message: whoisthis

Grocery bag over hal's message: dohesellhisheart_

Wally over Cherry's message: thankyouCherry!IthinkIamprettytoo!

Doormat under Buttercream's message: youwipeyourshoeshere!

(Page 4)

A pair of Julie's horns over Julie's message: share_OhyouarenotJulie_IwilltellJulie_Somuchfamily! (I speculate that the character Julie was not as caring as her page made her out to be...or I'm misreading it)

Cat over Pearlie's message: Kittycat_famous_tv_

Band-aid with heart over Nick's message (you good, Nick?) : youllbeokay!

Three layered hearts over Milk and Zeke's message: wearefriends!

Wally-themed smiley over falling's message: no_Iamwally_Iamyourfriend

Home with rain over it over Morning's message: ihaveseenthembefore_dotheylikeeachother (Note that Morning's message was two ladybug and butterfly emoji's next to each other, in the house)

Tic-tac-toe board without any Xs over Ant's message: youdo_iamsohappy_

A net over a bee's message: ohIunderstand!weareplaying!ihaveyou!

Hearts and a wally-themed smiley over Watchy's (again. I think they're replying to wally after their last one) message: Imthemostmost

(Page 5)

A flower over Flower's message: YahooYippeeYahooYippee

A snail over Snail's message: doyoulikefrank

A red phone over Nastolgia's message (same, same, I also simp for wally) : thenanswerme_ (I'm guessing this is a reference to the phone error page secret)

Music notes over ByeClownGuy's message: areyousinging_

Heart with Wally-themed smiley over Cici's message: youwill_

Red eye over Savanah's message: no_apuppet_

Scribbles over Alex' message (which, btw, says "this website has secrets I know it"): (No message, only png numbers)

A bunch of "Hi"s over It's me Siri, RiverrPlanett, and Kris' messages: 69154f_9adc1a2762974387967d98d074560168~mv2

Music notes over Newt's message: 69154f_c577f54056fa411199f3f1b28a57957c~mv2

A storm cloud with rain over Almost's message: 69154f_5b50ad1bebc74fcbb501af3902484e16~mv2

Spiral over Mars' message: 69154f_61faea92980241f9bf0f0b67a4725382~mv2

"I love you" and a heart over Silly mc Billy's message: 69154f_0ae04f8b5a4941bda9a9b9e03362b16c~mv2.webp

Howdy caterpillar over Katey's message: 69154f_86c3037996bd48448d170a21076ee2b5~mv2

Envelope over Eddie's message: 69154f_b5c1f5d5e55e4f21bc5ab60d0d5b4583~mv2

(Page 6:)

X over a cutlery set in between Tott and Theo's messages: 69154f_96b95189ac3c4c1b85162fe609288392~mv2

Thought bubble around Maxie's message: 69154f_eb151a6f4d564f0f8f15af805679154a~mv2

Flower with a smiley over Scaredy cat's message: 69154f_57b837118d9642e2adcb0c4529c451d7~mv2

Drum (Bongo?) over Mars' message: 69154f_785c6d84057d4203b2d87aad06090231~mv2

Heart around Fynn's message: 69154f_d22bd57dbe6f49f3a2d9aadedf3dc23f~mv2

Barnaby's hat on Mr. Teddy's message: Lovehim_Youremember

Clock face (Yes, a clock. Look around on Clown's tumblr if you're curious) in between Rhiana, Ani, Kimchi, and Loom's messages: Itsnottimeyet_imlooking_

X's and question marks over ...'s message: whyareyoufibbing_youarenothere_idontseeyou_pleasedonotlietome_

Yellow flowers over B.L.P e Issac.'s message: ilikeyellowtoo_imyellow_sallyisyellow_franksnoseisyellow_

Butterfly over Thomas Hingle (Thinglet247)'s message: Idontknoweither_

Red spiral over Jackob's message: Scratchharder_

Envalope over minaaaaa's message: Valentine_Iwilltellher_

Fish...thing...??? over Roro's message: rat_ (Wally, that's not a rat.)

Wally's signature over Wally's message: Ourname_

Scribble over Nosipho's message (The crossed out words say "Hiya Wally! You and-"): nomemory_

Clouds and sun over Dark's message: everyoneishappy_

Box with an X over Elliott =)'s message: icantreachthem_imsorry_

(Page 7)

Confetti (Or rainbow gummi worms :D/hj) over Tommy's message: imyourfavorite_thatmakesmehappy_thanyou_

Hearts over Ana's message: iloveyoutoo_ (Awww :,3)

Bucket of paint over Cuantum's message: paint

Barnaby over Kala's message: whatisyourfather_

Flower under Iris' message: dontbeafraid_

Cookie next to Rocky's message: icouldnotfindthem_iwilllookharder_

Eyes (specifically Wally's eyes) over gigi's message: hahaha

Tv over Soph's message: isitme_

(Page 8)

Blue, untied shoe (Probably Wally's) On The Lost red shoe's message: itsveryhard_

Hearts on Kazoo's message (Same. He's cute): itoldhim_hesaidhesflattered_idontknowwhatanyoneistalkingabout_

Birthday hat on Charlie :)'s message: iamyourfavoritetoo_imveryhappy_

BONUS SECRETS:

On two of the empty boxes on page eight, there's two sectret messages from Wally! (They're near each other!)

The first says

"W a L L y

You won't write back."

And the second,

"Wally

You're looking for me. Silly. Silly."

Hope this helps, this took a very long time to do, and it was kinda tedious.